coffee and cigarette on a rainy day # 2

I had my coffee downstairs outside the lobby but the sky looked bleak today , I missed JV. Things aren't the same anymore.I wondered if I should have done more to make him stay, but well, he's gone now so I might as well accept it.

I've been trying to write about what I'm feeling this past few weeks but I can't seem to let it out. I feel so alone. Of course, I have my God, my family, and friends. But there's something's missing, and I don't know what.

**SIGH**